listening to: mono - life in mono

mixed feelings..
yea he's with the girl already.
one week after breakup.
he said he would be single.
now when i really think of it, it's rather funny.
he said that he dun love her.
and he still loves me.
ouch. lies lies lies lies lies..

well. it's still painful for me thou'
but thankfully. im not living in false hopes anymore.
i wun like 'smile like a moron' when i receive
his gd nite msg after i'd sent him a gazillion msg-es now.
it's retribution for me.
and probably it's going after him soon.
guys.. help me along the way ya?
it's tough to get up from the very very bad fall.

now i dun really look forward to 2008.
i dun want to grow old fast.
yea.
aiya fucked up.


tea and cigarettes.
protect- and- love- myself campaign begins.
thx master acnes koh for giving me a brain squeeze.