a vari ce'
listening to: augustana - boston


slacked for 2 weeks.
well done.

felt quite lost this entire holiday.
stared at the ceiling for 6 whole hours.
wide awake till 6 a.m.
questioned myself.
no answers found.
if i can choose to lose my memory
will i?
can i bear to?
like this song i'm listening to,
leaving this place for some where new
without anyone knowing my name.
and again it's another sucha moment
in my life.
blasting the music from my headphones
right into my brain.
can the emptiness end?
can it end here?
i'm feeling smaller
shrinking into the floor.
where'd you go?




i'm tired of sunsets.
you don't know me.
or do you?