listening to: 深白色2人组 - 那个人

went to town.
bought my A2 drawing block, charcoal sticks,
kneaded eraser, fixative and sharpeners.
fuckin expensive.
din even get to buy paint.

not a great day.
walked around alone.
the feeling wasn't nice at all.
even my moo moo lighter fails me.
then i remembered...
"if u like to be alone so much, then be alone forever."
ouch.
well, i think it's dangerous being alone.


当所有的不确定的摧毁了信任
我的世界崩溃成无法停止流失的体温

有太多天真的伤痕
让我们成了脆弱的灵魂
无法任性地相信会走到永恒
已经失去了颜色我想要更绝对的可能
告诉我你是那个人
能让我的生命完整不再悔恨
争吵的时候才胜任
风雨后我不会是一个人


i'm helpless.
there's nth i can do but pray.

do u believe in magic?
or do u believe in us?