IGNITE.

11:58 PM

listening to: whitney houston - i have nothing

weekends~
well. i thought i have nth.
but seriously NO!!!
i have my HPYs!!!!!!
hen 'R'!!!!!!

randoms:

act glam with my hairband..

lovely balls...

haa.. the HPYs came over to BBQ..
we did illegal bbq-ing!
wowee thx to mum for the marinated food..
damn nice..
the meat and the 15 and 16/10 deg burnt chix wings
whaha. shiok!

watched scary movie 4 vcd..
erm..lame only lah~~~
i missed out on my lovely pheng's spins
and i missed out on macdonald's breakfast!!!!!!
haaaaaaaaaa..

"These Balls are for mujadi,
chew on them and feel happy.
Don't you ever eat too much,
or the doctors will start to charge.
may these bring smiles to your face,
i hope this is only a passing phase.
Balls are what we love to play
everyday is a happy day!"
--frm pheng.

i heart my hpys many many.

they watched the 30th storey view with me.
not u anymore.

7:03 PM

listenning to: coldplay - in my place

today is yet another 23rd.
it's been 3 mths.
now then i come to realise that
they are already together before our breakup.

there are things u ain't telling me.
pls don't let my hunch be right.

Self-pity?
--Honey, all the movements you're starting to make
See me crumble and fall on my face
Blame it upon a rush of blood to the head

11:50 PM

listening to: anna nalick - wreck of the day

sipina's boobie.
haa.

ntuc freaks.

'Cuz love doesn't hurt so I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces

7:13 PM

listening to: anna nalick - catalyst

this is a very dreadful week.
can feel the 'bacteria' still in my body
waiting to ' do their thang' again.
the heat inside...arghhhhh
no amt of fluid consumed can make it go away.

well.. dreadful.
because, im broke.
1700 poorer at the end of the mth.
this is the first time i buy something so ex
for myself..
it's not a luxury. it's of purpose. it's for sch.
it's an apple.

considered cheap already..thx to my dear kuku.

haix.. dreamt of going on a holiday.
fat hope i guess..
if i can strike toto and get the whole of 60000 to return to mum
then i will be free..

tell u a secret.
the hpys love daytona...
and we love to bully small kids.
muacks.

miss.

9:59 PM

listening to: madonna - sorry

hmm..
new club
'the spinsters' club'
haha
hobbie: turn on our taps in my darkened
living room to sad shows.
tt korean show is just damn sad.
'season for love' go watch it.
haa we shot out our middle fingers whenever
the couples are so sweet.

ohhh keith our cutie ns boy booked out for a day
for his graduation..
botak so cute!
really miss him.
'fuck u understand' --this is what we learnt from his PTI

ms pheng is so damn sweet..
im sick in the middle of the nite..
vomit and headache till i wanna die..
my slutty mum went to genting again..
i called pheng up and here she come..
arriving at my doorstep with a thermometer!!
really felt like crying.
im weak lah.
but real thanks to my hpys..
the best i could ever have. no doubt!

now off i go to prepare my living room
spinsters' nite again.
hway!!!!
cry cry cry cry!!!
relieve stress!!!!

--------i don't wanna hear

12:57 AM

listening to: christina milian - until i get over you

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true, yeah
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain
Everytime I hear your name

The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's fallin' everyday
There's just one heart where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be 'til I get over you…

Walked through the park in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape memories of you every where
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
I can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go…

--when can i get over u?

4:03 AM

listening to: skye edwards - love show

well.. missin the guys rather badly.
off they went.. leaving on a ferry.
ns eh hem..

it's 4 plus and here i am not sleeping again.
getting frustrated and whiny.
just let me go on. hate lonely nights.......
esp when you can't slp at all.
let me tell you that when you're a single girl,
friends are vital.
i always thought the women's magazines were talking
a load of crap when they told you to forget about men,
crack open a bottle of wine, down some beer
and sit around with your girlfriends cackling about sex and
other lame stuff.
but it's sadly true..
i still can't quite believe it's true because it's only recently,
well, but that's what we do. almost every day hah.
and just in case you're thinking it's sad and lonely,
it's not. it's great.
rather fortunate. men are NOT everything.
with the guys in our grp gone..
and i suppose, much as i hate the term 'ladettes'
that's exactly what we are.
and we detest football.
IN MY OPINION,
a girlfriend claiming to watch football....
she says it for two reasons: she fancies the only cute guy in the fucking
team or she thinks it impresses men.
a great laugh.

think i'm bitter?
but bear with me and you'll discover i'm not quite as bitter as i sound.
*sigh but i really can't deny i fancied him rotten till now.
i'm the classic scratch the surface and you'll find marshmallow stuff.
weak lah~
how will u feel when there's a weary air about you,
and you're resigned to the fact that the knights in shining armour
disappeared with the round table.

ironic.
single friends trying to make themselves feel a lil happier
with their friends and their shopping.
pretend we're happy with our lives,
and when we see couples kissing in public places we make
mocking vomitting expressions, BUT we long for love.
sit in darkened cinemas and on our taps to sad romance.
even when we know guys are all fuckers,
we still hope for the one fucker who will rescue us
from single life.
and maybe i'm wrong. raising my eyebrow*
contradictive.
whatever!

where's wm? ladies nite leh~

friends indeed made the world a better place.

beer or chardonnay?
which would u prefer?

3:19 AM

listening to: my thumpin' million-per-sec heartbeat

oh.
updates.
my weekend is full of partying and crazy stuff.
it's bran's crazy bday party and zouk.
but put those aside.
nth can be compared to this.
oh my, i'm getting asthma..

"I, Sylvia DO Ramlal,
almost killed my 3 lovely HPYs including myself in the siao lang keng carpark."

shit..
fuck shit.
i'm sorry.
shocked till the balls drop.
almost become real trangels in the lovely heavens.
but i love all of u.

the most impt thing in the car is tt bloody HANDBRAKE.
jesuuussssss jeesuuuuuuuus'