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11:07 PM

a vari ce'
listening to: hinder - lips of an angel

oh very firstly..
a very happy 18th b'day to jess.
finally dun need fake id to enter clubs ya?
hee. stay sweet, pretty and cute always!
love ya.

hate mondays. sucha long long day.
my fever doesn't seem to subside.
stood thru out the plaster wrkshp
to do up my casting moulds.
everything started spinning lol.
oh ya. rofl!
im so giddy n kinda blur during class
and all of a sudden i was stunned
and awaken by larry the lecturer.
lol. he's screaming all the '!@#$%^&* fuck off'
at arv and then at joel.
he's such a nice flex guy and suddenly
become a mad man hurling all tt shit.
lol rather funny when feeza starts to imitate jo...
'i was talking on the phone only what.....'
(with jo's innocent blur look)

heleston is back from reservice!
our dear helen.
lolx..lucky bastard just went to glasgow.
how i wish i can go travelling nw..
he's shocked i got a D too and told me tt he'll
check with sawn.
hehehe. hope everything can chg for the better.
if i get another D i might just quit school.
i'm serious!

i think it's time for me to wake up already.
have been shutting down since week1.
my goal is not to miss any lesson from today onwards.
too much work undone..diff to catch up!!
assessment coming too.
haix.

me and jess the bday girl`

time for some drawing already..
saded.
take my life away

5:29 AM

a vari ce'
listening to: minnie riperton - lovin' you

had a bad day.
hate rainy days.
sucked totally.
getting drenched means getting drenched.
there's nth like getting drenched in a glam way.
ohh ya, feeza and vans got me addicted
to esteler77's fried chicken set meal.
it's a real comfort after a shitty day in school.
heaven lalalalala.

meet fran for dinner..
heehee. haypie like bird.
ya. went ktv with bran, yh, chy and yh's sis
after dinner and fran said i dumped him lol!!!!!
wah more than half a yr since i've seen chy.
omg.
sang till everyone's like half dead...
funny.

sigh* monday's coming again..
hate 3D.

no one else can make me feel the colours that u bring.
can't get enough of u.
lalala.

3:43 PM

a vari ce'
listening to: justin timberlake ft t.i - my love
(justin rocks, seriously.)

wow. i missed every lesson at least once.
sylvia is a slacker lalalalala.
i should get serious already. eh-hem.
my projects are piling up.
sian. maybe i can get better grades this time.
haa.duh.

my stupid com's dying.
the usb ports also can't be used already.
how the hell am i able to transfer my files out.
*scratches head..
argh.. my songs and pics...farked up.

seriously i think feeza and me erm..
quite hard to describe.
we are supposed to meet to go sch together,
we met at bishan mrt.
we looked at each other and started smiling.
the next thing we knew was that we alighted at
orchard and went shopping.
rocks.

today is a wednesday.
im not supposed to be in sch.
supposed to be at home enjoying my offday
and doing my bloody hw.
but!
my mum is nt supposed to be at home.
and she is now sitting on the sofa nagging
and nagging.
can the guys on top not be so harsh on me?
argh... wei she me!!!
and to hell with all the lecturers with the attendance
thingy.. eh f the attendance and f u la.
ohhh i've turned into a grumbly old auntie.

hmm.. Mr SHY Francis
what u want for ur b'day ah?
headache.

my love
my love
my love
so don't give away my love.

1:13 AM

a vari ce'
listening to: eminem, akon - smack that

time really flies.
everything's moving so fast that i could
hardly catch up.
this isn't a gd yr for me.
missed several lessons in the week.
slack, sick, can't be bothered.
fuck the nose bleeds.
as if the once a mth period isn't bad enough. duh!
i'm still rather affected by my last sem's results.
putting in effort almost equals to doing nth,
as it will still be the same.
shit results, shit sch, shit lecturers.
am i doing the right thing i keep asking myself.
is it worth it?

hmm.. met up with joce for lunch today!
it's been ard 3 yrs plus since we've last met.
busy ppl.
it's really great to see an old friend again.
the feeling is like.... wow.
joce said tt i've become rather pessimistic
unlike the old cheerful bubbly me.
and tt set me thinking again.

thx lou for the belt and the big discounts on the ibook.
really saving lotsa money.
thx nic for the lending me ur digicam.( it's gonna be mine!! jk)
haa.
and thx fran for being so friendly to me haa love u lah!

fio n hpys.. i need to meet all of u.
i'm going crazy.

wow cannot think too much already.
i haven do my hw.
another sleepless night.
fuck.

1:31 AM

a vari ce'
listening to: the rain

ok finally people,
ha although it's not exactly a new layout
but it's considered changed lah!
my old chuppa! lovely.
a new year, a new start
and many resolutions made tt i can nv keep.

i wish all my beloved great health and wealth.
i really need both badly!

oh ya. today's the first day of school
and i can hardly keep my eyes open.
seems tt it's gonna be quite tough in sem 2.
it's great to see the familiar faces again.
really miss the fun, laughter and of coz, the action.

and have i asked u before,
what if i die tml?